Last post for 2009

You read the title right, this is my last post for the year. It has been a wonderful year for me to say the least and the happy moments outshine all those that only motivated me to grow by means of sorrow. This year, I can say is my most memorable(so far) in my entire life. Never have I stated that fact before. But right now, 2009 is my most memorable year. It runs through a lot of different reasons but it boils down to only 3 and you can pretty much know what my life has been like this 2009. I know it's childish to state the reasons in this blog, but hey, it's my last post for the year, might as well.

So here goes:
1.) 2009 has been the year I felt more independent than ever before.

I've been noticing that I've been doing things on my own that I've never done before. I can blame it with the age but seriously, I've never felt so independent before it's as if I'm already working and making big decisions. I've long searched for this feeling of independence - my parents trusting me with my decisions, letting me do stuff for my own, leaving me to tackle things in my own way. To some extent, it molded me to be who I am today. I'm me.

2.) 2009 opened my eyes to some of the realities that I've been trying to hide from.

Innate in humans, we all have cobwebs and spiderwebs lurking behind our closets. We try our very hard to escape those cobwebs and hide under our own safety pillows. This year brought about a series of events that made me step over the edge and take a leap of faith by finally believing that I can and thankfully, and, as far as it is going, my faith is not failing me. I'm still leaping and I'm taking reality as far as it goes.

3.) ...

the third reason is something I keep for myself. This reason is the main thing why I make 2009 the most memorable year so far in my 20 year journey in this earth. As you might have noticed, I'm not really the person you can decipher in one sweep or uncover with one or even more meetings. Even my closest friends tell me that I'm a hard nut to crack, and what i'm thinking is hard to guess. I guess they are right, only a few people can read who I am that easily. I don't know why, but I tend to be very secretive with my life, only uncovering the most private parts to the closest of my friends. The third reason is somewhat related to this and I'm leaving it at that.

As I leave this post to a close, I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone for reading my blog and I wish you all a happy holiday season. God Bless and thank you.

Au revoir!

P.S. I finally was able to register. :)